Hey

I know that I haven't been updating in a while, and that's because I've been busy. Really. Anyways. I came to tell you guys to go to this forum. Talk there with me and some other friends I have. http://s7.invisionfree.com/SilverShadow/ Really, it's cool. And if you like RPG, we have a chat about that too. K I'm sick so I need my rest

UUUUgggghhh....Anyways. Thanks if you get over to the forum. I'll see if I can update when I have more time.

.::Kiza::.

I'm happy, and it's been a while that I've been happy....I don't know...maybe...All I can do is hope right? ^_^;; Anyways. Yeah I was able to change my classes so now I have 2 classes with Rocio. It's cool this way, and my new schedual rocks! So thats cool. I'm accually exited again about going to school, and I really enjoy it. Well, yeah I guess.

Well, The only thing I can say about Sophmore year so far, is that it's gonna be a hell of alot of work...but its ok...I guess I'm up for it...Well...we'll see.

Thanks for listening guys.

~Kiza

  Hey Guys. I'm sorry I haven't given any of you reply's I guess I was just on Hiatus for a long time. But now I'm back, so I'll continue to once again fill this web page with words, and I'll change my background while I'm at it...

Anywho...summer's finally come to an end, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I'll miss the days of spending time with my friends and all that, but going to school and seeing those friends is nice too, so I still haven't decided if its good or not...The bad thing about going back to school is that I don't have any classes with my friend, Cio. But it's ll cool, I'll see if I can change one or two classes to see her during the day. I'm not a freshman any more, ^_^ but I really don't feel like there's any difference at all. This year I'm going to try my best to be part of more clubs and after school activities, I need to put that kind of stuff for colage right? I hope this year doesn't end as fast as the last one, last year went by...before I could even blink.

My new house is cool, I've gotten settled in and, I'm enjoying it alot now. Especially since my brother isn't here with us, and on the 16th he starts collage, so I won't expect him to come popping his head in at any moment, which relieves me.

About the things I was talking about before, with me I mean. It hasn't really gotten better, but I guess I'm more aware of it now, so I know how to deal with it...I'm not sure how to explain. But I hope that soon I'll understand all of it. I know I'm probably not making any sence, but that's ok. My mind usually doesn't anyways.

On other news. I've gotten hooked on to Naruto once more. It is still the #1 anime out there, but I guess Tenjou Tenge is up there with it too.

Well I guess that's all for now, tomorrow's my first day, and I'm exited, and I still haven't found out what I'm going to wear...I know I sound like one of those "Like, Oh My God" girls, but one the first day, it's important to look your best. So I'm going to go do that right after I finish checking all of your guys's Xangas. Thanks for leaving those comments guys, I love ya all.

 ~Kiza

(P.s, the thing with my mom is good again, we're spending some more time together, and everything worked out for the best.)

Currently Gaming Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories By SQUARE ENIX USA INC. see related

Well, I think it looks wolfie... But anyways. Idk, the feelings that I've been feeling...they havent really changed, but they've gotten some what better. Even knowing that in some things I will never succeed. But I guess, I'm alright with that as long as I try my hardest.

Around here, things have been going ok. I slept over Cio's house, then yesterday she stayed over here. And tomorrow, we're going to do something together. I don't know, I don't give a shit if I sound gay, so I'll say it.... being with her makes me happy. Freindship is one of the most valued things in my book.  Lol. Yeah so. Tomorrow's fourth of July. So yea.

I can't believe next year I'm going to be a Sophmore. I don't feel like it, but I guess I am growing, I just don't want to admit it. I'll miss camp, it's different than last year, but all the same, it was fun.

My mom's been working alot lately, and I just...don't have enough time to spend with her, it's like we're drifting apart, and I don't want that. For a very long time, my mother was my only friend, and I don't want to loose her friendship, or companionship. But, I'm growing and I have a life now, and I don't want to stay home all day, I guess this is just one of those things, that you can't change...

Today was cool, me and Cio went to sleep at like, 5 in the morning, so we woke up at like, 1. Then after my mom went to work, me and Richard went to a bike ride to the beach. It was cool, it was packed today, I can only imagen tomorrow....Cio should come more often. But she's usually busy, so yeah. It's ok.

Idk, I don't really have much else to say so, I guess I'll talk to you guys laterz.

~When it's a matter of the heart, never give up~

 ~Sashi~

Currently Watching Tenjho Tenge - Round One see related

Well, I felt like a change, I got tiered of the old crap. It was all too.....smily...idk...I haven't felt that good in a while. I feel like I'm being pushed back. Never going to be able to reach anything you know? I don't know I hate it when I get into these grooves and I just can't pull myself back out. I hope it wears off soon, cuz its making me feel bad. What am I going to do about my life? Where is it going to take me? Is it all worth it? Do I need this? Why do I keep telling myself that I need things to be happy? Not material things, I don't care about that stuff. But I don't know. I have to remember that I make myself happy and no one else, I just can't feel that way.  Oh well, I guess I just have to hang out with my good friends and I'll feel better.

The last few days were fun, Cio slept over, and we haven't done that in a while...and idk...I guess I missed it. But i think I'm starting to scare her. Lol. Sry, cio. ^^;; K well, Me, richard and her might go on a bike ride to the beach. Tomorrow hockey. I don't know when I'll update again, Maybe tomorrow, maybe not. If I'm in the mood....idk...i've been feeling weird lately. Oh well. Later Days.